I'm doing the fucken best I can to stop this relationship from falling. But there's nothing that can probably change our relationship. I still believe that we're able to get back up and get better. But fuck. The more I try, the less it builds. I don't know, honestly, I want the fucking best for us but nothing happens. There's no cooperation. I can see us being good with eachother. But I guess those are just dreams and fantasies. I don't know, it's all up to you. I'm the one who fucking tries the most. I'm the one who puts down my pride so I won't lose you. I'm the one that always has to talk you out of breaking up. I'm the one who always puts in effort. I do so much for you. Blah, whatever. You don't give a shit anywayyyy