your boyfriend doesn't care, doesn't give a fuck, just goes with the flow?
i feel that way all the time .. i know i shouldn't be feeling this cos he does care but .. why does it feel like he cares at the wrong times? like when i wanna be serious and thats when he goes to be like he doesnt give a fuck then itll make me think that he always doesnt care about me and shit .. i dont know though. but i know that i always feel that feeling when he doesnt care. when i need him the most, when i want him the most hes usually not here because hes doing more important stuff thats obviously more valuable than i am to him. because if i was more important he would be there at the times i need him. why is it that i always text and call and think about him but i dont even get a fast reply back. it makes me chase. usually the times that i text him and call him he doesnt really give that much of a fast reply. i just feel as if he doesnt think of me as much as i think about him. especially when hes out with his friends. he totally forgets about me. thats why i dont want him around them because they distract him and influence him to do other shit that'll make him forget about me. he's already left me twice for being with his friends. they got his mind off of me and next day he leaves me. thats what im most scared of now because if he goes back into hanging with his friends he'll do it again.

i just hope you realize how they influence you. i just want you to realize how bad you get with them.

as for the topic of this post, do you think of me as much as i think about you? do you care for me as much as i care about you? do you love me as much as i love you? if you do, please show me, because i'm feeling lonely and unloved. or is everything you say just in the moment?