*pag kasama na kita, mundo ko ay masaya. pagmamahal ko sayo, wala nang makakagaya. oh sana balang araw, hindi ka sakin mawala. gagawin ko ang lahat para di ka mawala. babaguhin ang lahat, wag ka lang humiwalay. gagawin rin ang lahat, wag ka lang mag-sawa. ang pag-ibig na satin na noon sumubok, mga pagmamahal mo na sa puso ko'y tumusok, sa sobra-sobra na parang hindi ko na kaya pa, pero pinilit ko dahil sobrang mahal kita. ikaw lang ang gusto ko makasama sa kaligayahan.*



hi baby, thank you for everything baby. thank you for still putting up with me until now. it's hard to love me, i have high temper, i get mad easily, i get tampo easily, i get disappointed easily, i'm iyakin&tampohin. and yes i know, you're probably tired with my attitude, but thank you for still staying with me. i love you so much baby, and tomorrow we're gonna reach 15 months. 15 months of being together, with our ups and downs. in our 15 months of being together, a lot of good things and bad things have happened. even the worse things that could happen caught up to us too .. but i'm trying to get over it, i hope you're getting over and done with those things too .. beh, honestly i'm still scared for us, we're still on the line cos we're not that back on track yet. this is the only time where in between september til now we've reached til our monthsary without breaking up.

beh, i know you're fed up with how i'm always crying. but wouldn't it be better to just keep crying it all out instead of holding it in. it's bad to hold in how you feel diba? so please understand that when you see me start crying, just hold me and be there for me. kasi whenever i start crying we start to get into a fight because you get mad at me for crying. but beh i'm still crying because i'm still scared. understand that it's not easy to forget and get over and stop getting paranoid within just a month. " hindi madaling magpatawad, its a long and painful process, don't you think your marriage is worth saving? " ya, we're not married but we're in a relationship LOL it can mean the same thing :)) but we're gonna get married in the future diba? so staying and forgiving will get us to go through the plans we've planned out. but beh, i can see you're trying to understand me now when i cry, on friday, i started crying again but you just comforted me and said to cry it out nalang. so thank you beh, thank you for that.<3

beh there was also this one time where you gave me a corny and meaningful text and it made me cry, i forgot what you told me, but i started crying, don't worry though because it was tears of joy. i was crying over that text because i felt it, and i thought to myself how you can be actually inlove with me. me, who has the weird laugh. me, who's hard to handle. me, who's personality is just so different than the other girls. but look, you're practically just like me. you're my other half&pffffft, we should really be meant to be cos we can understand eachother with just one look, one word, one smile.

PS. i found that text i cried over.
it was likeee
you: mmmmmmppp wla akong peraaa :( huhuhu, but yeaa okayyy then :\
me: yan kasi youre not saving, i'm gonna teach you how to save ha. hmmmppp
you: okkk. huhuhu sige thenn bby we'll save so i can buy a car in 2yrsss thenn so we can havee pocket moneyyy to go to pinas eehehehehe :)
me: ya so you listen to me so that way i don't have to keep telling you then you're gonna get annoyed after -_-
you: :) yeeesss babyyy sorryyy I love you babe :* <3 muahhhh :*
me: I love you too :"> <3 :* jeje, kiliging :D
you: awww bby grabeee kiliiggg jud oi :* eheheheh :$
me: ajejejjejejejejeje, wiiiii, more kilig ajejejejejejejje :D <3<3 :$
you: awwww bbyyyy. eheheheh ako pod i'm excited na tuloy basta we'll make it happen bby ha? Through thick and thin man :) hehehehe mua :* <3
me: wiiiii, ahehehehehe<3 yes baby, we'll always try to make it happen :3 :*:*:*
you: awww bakit try ? we're gonna do it diba :((((:((((:(((( ;( :'( :'( me: mmmmm, basta ikawwwww :)) edi, we're gonna do it talagaaaa :*
you: anong akooo bby? :\
me: wala baaaby, :)
you: mmmps naman mmmmp :\ bastaaa hindi ako mag give up???
me: mmm .. yaaa :(
you: yes bby diba second chancee is enoughh alreadyyy eheheheh :) don't worry bby hindi tayo gigive up until the day i die :) pero kita nalang tayo sa heaven yes hehehehe :) :* <3. I love you so much bbyko :) eheheh
me: :') duh naman, to infinity and beyond pa tayo eh, I love you more baby :* <3
-thursday, november 24, 2011 @11:34 - 11:37 pm. <3

boof, beh, bby, gang, mhines, hon, asawa, etc.
I love you so much, you don't even know. Happy 15 Months, to infinity&beyond tayo diba? we will take it up through whatever.<3

*they say love hurts, but i know it's gonna take a little work. nothings perfect but it's worth it, after fighting through my tears, you finally put me first. finally you put my love on top.<3*

Mga etiketa: 15th., i love you(: