if you're gonna go on without talking to me, texting me up, then what is this.

this is actually good. so i'll just get used to it. train myself not to get so attached to you yknow? stop being so hard on you. all i just gotta do is expect the worst out of you and it'll be no problem for me. maybe i can even move on and leave. the only reason why i didn't get used to it in the first place was because you didn't want me to. you told me not to get used to it cos we might even drift off. well, if you're just gonna do this all the time. it's no use. i don't wanna be hurting over and over again. i'm too good for that, i deserve better. i should've kept it down low so i wouldn't have trouble for when you hurt me. but, i was stupid to listen to all the things you said .. now i'm stuck here.

i love you and i'll hold on a little longer, but if this keeps up .. i won't be able take it anymore. final.