you don't care, you don't care


this is exactly what i wanted to tell you earlier but i couldn't,
i miss you. i miss my brother. i miss my bes. i miss the boy that would usually be there for me for anything that i needed. i miss ranting out to you about my boy problems. i miss asking you to check my ass when i was on my period.
honestly, i can't have another bestguyfriend like you. i can't replace you as my bestfriend. i don't know why. the others aren't good enough. i compare them to you. today i asked you if you still consider us close, you said " i don't know " well you just like running away from those types of things. i want my bes back in my life. i need you right now for advice but you seem busy. i want to atleast know that you'll be there for me when i need you. it's just not the same without you in my everyday life.

i don't want to chase you down cos chasing you down is the same as trying to get jd back in my life aswell. that's how hard it is.