well .. ive been having all these dreams about him but then like .. nothing changes like how we are now is the same as in my dream, what is that? i havent seen him at allll for the last two days .. i dont know .. WHY AM I STILL LOVING HIM. its so ghey .. whats wrong with me LOL IM LIKE idk -_- im young .. why am i loving someone for so long thats not right .. :\ whutttever. is tis love ? well .. i dont wanna love on my own, i clearly need someone to care&love me. < KORNI. but tro0o0o.